[Afraid]

Just now...
Waiting bus as normal...
But i feel i was unsafe at there...
I feel someone was looking at me or observing me...
Arghhhh~ maybe i was think too much...>

[Blur]

Very blur today...
What wrong with me...
Maybe i lack of sleep...><

Blur case1
Feeling very blur in class...
Totally cant concentrate...
But~when class end...going active back...><
I hate myself...

Blur case2
I thought today was wednesday...
And i plan later went to pasar malam...
But...Aiz...~


I just wanna to sleep...
If you ask me what i want now...
I will answer you...I want 2 days holiday...
I wanna sleep...>

[Fun]

Argh.....
One of the stress was gone...
My shoulder feeling more light at this moment...
But i know it will not last longer...
Because other works are waiting me...

But in this moment...
Forget all...
I just wanna have fun with you guys...
I just wanna to relax...

It was very fun today...
In the same time also very tired...
But it was worth...

**I like cake nia...
But it very expensive...TT
Latest...money keep out and no in...
Who can help me...TT

[变]

突然觉得~
我已不是之前那个自己了...

突然觉得~
自己变得虚假...

突然觉得~
虚假掩饰了真实的我...

突然觉得~
我讨厌这个自己...

[Mood]

My mood was very good today...
Any reason?? No wor...
Just smile and enjoy each moments...

Until just now...
The present of you...spoil my mood again...
It not the first times but is second times...
I was no more any relation between you two...
That is your problem..and don't relate me into your problems...

I think...if this happen before
Maybe i will damn angry and lost control...
Now~moody is got la...
But i dont think u can make me lost control...
Unless you over my limit...>Please...i don't disturb you and hope you won't ruin my life~mood~and so on...


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You are special for me...
No even what you do...
How deep you hurt me...
You still you...
And it will not make me change the special of you having...

The hurt other gave,will recovered...
But the hurt you gave will remain until forever...
The wrong other did will not be forgive...
But no ever what wrong you did,I will always forget about it...
From the date we meet we know...until forever...it will not change...
And i won't let it change...
I will do what ever to remain~to keep our relationship...

Hope the relationship between you and me...will until the end of our life...
It only can become closer but not become bad...><

[Time]

Always complain time is not enough~
Time move fast...and other...
But actually is myself problem...

I hate myself...
I hate myself to waste time...

[TAK TAU]

Malaysia 's people like to say...
TAK TAU~ TAK TAU~

When a stranger near you...and ask you...
Or even not yet say anything...
We will automatic say...TAK TAU~TAK TAU~
Compare with other countries's citizen...
They will not like this TAK TAU~TAK TAU~>
What my feeling now...?
Why my feeling now...?
How my feeling now...?
What happend to me...><
Why feel weird...><
Really TAK TAU~TAK TAU~

Am i fall in love with you??
Or just i think too much...??
What are you thinking in your mind...?
It is same as what my six sense told me...?
Arghhhhhhhh~We all suffer in same problem...>
I was hurt again...
And i was tired now...
I think it is the time for me to go back your warm hug...
Stay there and let you protect me...

[Scary]

Dont know what wrong today...
The luck quite bad...
Morning miss the bus...and chase it...
After it,stick by the bubble gum...yiak~
Then today my lecture's mood not good...
Keep grumble by he...And i feel he not so like me...TT

I thought my luck will change after it...
But not...
It quite a scary experience...><
When i get into the bus,
I feel the person behind me keep stick with me...
I thought he want to cut line...i move away...
But he still near me...
And i realise...his hand was touch at my pocket...
HE WANNA STEAL MY HANDPHONE....

After paid,he blocked my way...
He not let me move to the seat...
I was scare that time,i scared he followed me~
But it was lucky...he finally get down from the bus...

But me still scare....TT
I need someone be with me...
I need someone beside me and protect me...
I need it...You are the choice...
But so bad...you look like keep 'fuhin' me...

I realise...
The distance between us was far than before...
Your care not as deep as before...
Your hug not warm as before...
Aiz....What wrong again...TT

[Freeze]

Going to freezing...
My library really really cool...

Today sunday...
Cant believe that i will stay in library but not in home...>