[Happiness]

Today...
Feel hang fok...
Because of you talk and chat with me...

Already have a long time you never talk with me...
And today you warm up me again...
I love you so much...
I love my kor...^^

抓狂

抓狂的一天~
也不知受了什么刺激~
感觉心灵快要崩溃了~

想大喊~
想要大哭~
想发泄一切~

[Facebook]

Nothing to do today...
So keep spam my friend's profile...
So pity la..my friends...XD

If can,
i wanna join the futsal competition...XD

[Basketball]

I love basketball...
Really love about it...
But so unfortunately my gang not so interest with it...

It not my first time to touch the ball...
But it my first time to play it...
I really like the feel...^^

[Cool]

It was a raining day...
Heavy rain with the strong wind...
The weather was cool...


Now outside was heavy rain...
Plus the cinema just few of people...
You can imagine the temperature in cinema...

I wear a T-shirt with a short pans...
Sit in the cinema...
Oh my god...it very [syok]..XD

[High Tea]

所谓~
听君一席话，胜读十年书...
今日和姚老师喝杯茶,叙叙旧...
但却好像~懂了什么的...

算了算了...
我也不懂自己在说什么了><

[Be With You]

想必~
这应该是我第一次...
被人牵着过马路吧...
和人分享我的食物...
被人牵着应该很普通吧~
和人公司午餐也常见丫~

但若被一个刚认识的人呢...?
而且还是男孩叻~
我哥也没有这样...

走在一起，
真的不像朋友...
反而像情侣多些...
这到底意味着什么呢...?
是我自己想太多还是...?

[Poor]

I will be poor...if i rich now...
Because of the shop in my school area...
It was so attractive me...

[Upset]

今日~
去giant走走的...
打算和老朋友聚聚的...
怎知全都不在~
哎~白走了...

途中~
蛮多人和我打招呼的...
但~我真的很恨自己...
我竟对他们没什么印像...
哎~

此外~
我得知有位朋友~
昨日交通意外去世了...
突然觉得,生命如此[一瞬间]...
下一分钟会发生什么真的无法预料...
哎~

[Independent]

I must be independent...
I cant too depend to other...


Today i went to learn drive again...
But today different with other days...
Today the teacher leave me alone in car...
And let me drive alone...tried alone...
Firstly~i was panic and not doing well...
I feel uncomfortable when he not beside me...
But after it...I know that i must overcome it...

I keep told myself i must success...
And i cant rely to he...
Because when exam...when future...he will not beside me...
He just can help me now but not everytime...

Start today...
I must be a independent girl...^^
I must..and i can...

[Boring]

Today was a boring day for me...
Just stay at house and do nothing...
Haiz...
Hope my life wont be empty like this...

[Weight]

Yesterday i was measure my weight~
And i was happy with the result...
Because it light than before...

But today when i going to giant...
And meet back my colleague...
One of them told me that i fat already...
So sad when hear about it...TT

[Angry]

I was damn angry today...
I cant accept the service i get from reception counter...
They ignore us already cant accept..
One of them still playing ps2 and talk with a not well sound...
Wat the fxxk...How can they like this...?
Where their moral going?? Where their responsibility??
Are this their job??
We paid them just for they to ignore us and just play ps2 there??
What the rubbish...
That day my mother call to there and ask...
But not yet finish talk-ing..they already end my mama call...?
Should they do like this??And should i get this kind of service?

After it...when we gone back..
It a problem also...
The board there already clearly wrote before half hour free of charge...
But when i going out...I still need to paid rm0.50...
I parking there just around 20minutes..
Are they thought me blind..? Or bully us dont know see board...
SHIT!!!
RUBBISH!!

[School]

I love my school...
I love my friend...
I love my teacher...
And now i need start to love english...TT

Gambateh...^^
[Believe you can then you can....]

[开学]

开学咯~
终于开学了...
等了整整半年了...

一切都蛮顺利的~
我的老师们很风趣...
朋友也不赖，虽然印度人较多...
唯一的问题是我不会英文...
我真得无法明白全世界在说什么...
就有如听着外星语言似的...
哎~

茨场街有什么吃，
除了琳琅满目的装饰外，
真的不见得有什么吃的...

想到自己每天都要乘搭一小时多的巴士，
真的为自己感到...哎~
此外，回家时需在路边等巴士...
必定吸下不少carbon monoxide...
命肯定会短几年~但，没得选...

[外出]

我爱外出...
也不懂怎么的~
就只懂只要我在外头,
心情一定变得开朗起来...

但却不能在食物的范围内出现，
否则肯定一发不可收拾...
唉~谁叫我爱吃...TT

刚刚在外头买了一个滑鼠...
也是粉红色的...
但却不太衬笔记本的...

[1]

1 day more...
24hour...23...22...and so on...

[雨]

雨了...
我爱雨天...
我爱那阵阵的雨水伴着风一起打向我的感觉...

这细细的雨水...
让我想起自己已好久没如此观看雨景了...

虽然~
不同的雨景...
不同的地点...
但却让我想起那天的情景...

[2]

2day more...^^

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[吃]

我爱今天~
不停的吃~
好久没如此了...
或许从来就没如此...

谢谢你们让我大吃特吃~^^

[4]

4

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[哎]

哎~
心情低落~
或许自己就是如此失败...
我最失败的就是无法接受自己失败...

心情低落~
全身伤痛~
现在只想我哥伴在我左右...
我要我哥~我就只要我哥~
呜呜呜呜......


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[日记]

翻回往日的日记，
犹如失忆者寻找以往的回忆~
竟然一点印象也没有~
真的可悲...TT

此外，
一页一页的看...
我竟不明白自己在写什么...
真是可笑...

哎~


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[时间]

假期了很久~
开始忘记了时间~
忘记了日期~
忘记了一切~

哎~


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[灯]

平常的我都比较喜欢黑暗~
但不知是否因为犯罪率上升~
突然...
因没有灯而感到恐惧

在回家的路上，
路灯失灵，
一片黑暗~
我害怕这种感觉...


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[信]

今日收拾房时，
发现了一堆陈年旧信...
五六年前的信了...
当然满是灰尘的...

信中的内容~
各有各的不同~
发信人也不一样~
你的...你的...还有你的...
还有一样不同的是~感觉也不一样了
当时阅读的感觉和现在再次阅读的感觉~
此外身份也不一样了...


与其同时~
发现了一些东西...
一样保留了且爱不释手~
另一样却被丢弃...

丢了～感觉松了...
并且还取笑自己...
曾经如此，但毕竟仍是一种经验...

因为你，我领悟了～
爱不一定要拥有～
爱其实只是要对方开心，就够了...
放下了～看开了～心情自然好了...　

也不懂是否每次的恋情都是如此短暂，
所以在期待下一次恋情时也不敢期望长而久...
不过～一切顺其自然拉...


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[肉]

从小~
我们就从长辈们那里懂得吃要均匀....
蔬菜~肉类~水果~等等....都不可以挑....
反而需要很平均的吃....

但另一方面~
我们得知生命的宝贵....
我们要爱惜自己的生命....
但同时也要爱护他人的....
当然包括动物~

两个道理撞在一起时，
那该怎么办呢...？
不吃肉...？还是？


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[失眠]

一小时~
两小时~
三小时~
四小时~
五小时~
六小时..........

我的天~
到底还要来在床多久才能入眠..TT


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